before trans: she’d pin me down and I’d let her but I could put up a pretty good fight
after trans: weak little arms and completely helpless and struggling and it’s really hot
there was this one night really late where someone random person in our hallway saw me pop out of the door for like 3 seconds to drop a garbage bag in our bin and I was only wearing a tight shirt and very unfavorable panties since I wasn’t expecting anyone else to be out there
I like to imagine it was like seeing a bigfoot or a chupacabra or something equally incomprehensible and terrifying
So I’ve started eating less unhealthy garbage and doing a bit of quick exercise during the day when I have breaks, and I’m actually kind of feeling better. But I’ve also lost like 2 lbs which is sad since I still wanted to put on some weight, just be in shape too :\
On the plus side, before progesterone, I used to lose like 5 or 6 lbs if I didn’t eat enough. That sucked. Anyway hopefully once I really ramp up the exercise I’ll just get kind of toned and still look great? I hope.
Anonymous asked: You do seem to look better as a lady. Like, more relaxed and happy and natural and stuff.
Thanks! I feel way better, too. It’s like, I’m still me, except tweaked a little bit to look the way I’m supposed to look and even out all the issues in the last version. It’s way more comfortable now and I feel like that comes across more than it ever did before.
trans girl daily exercises
- 5 minutes singing lyrics or randomly wailing as high pitched as possible
- 10 minutes inguinal practice
- 10 minutes boob massage
- 15 minutes hitachi therapy
repeat as needed
Anonymous asked: Do you ever worry about your kids or other family members finding your blog and seeing all the nsfw stuff?
I know that some of my family actually did start reading it, and I can only speculate that they also had the good sense to stop reading it.
Not being able to find my good camera charger/afford a new one right now is really cramping my style when it comes to making very nsfw gifs and other fun photoshoots :\